let the flames begin,

2009-03-01T12:28:00.002+08:00

http://www.moe.gov.sg/education/scholarships/asean/brunei/secondarythree/

Anybody wants to join me to Singapore? Apakan alum lagi tantu dapat. Haha.

EH Singapore ada TopMan kali ah! Asiiik. :S

OHHH EEEEM GEEEE!

2009-02-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

Kaka asked me to post this.

Yes, I laaaavvvv it. Haha.

A Bimbo Production, starring Beyla Hoop and Anisah!

Romeo And Juliette Much?

2009-02-27T14:02:00.002+08:00

Haha ignore the title already.

Anyhoo, I was bored pagi tadi. So I browsed for random things (sigh) and came by this blog which posted one of history's most beautiful tale. Cut the yadayadayada part. Have fun scrolling down guys! :)

Alkisah, seorang kepala suku Bani Umar di Jazirah Arab memiIiki segala macam yang diinginkan orang, kecuali satu hal bahwa ia tak punya seorang anakpun. Tabib-tabib di desa itu menganjurkan berbagai macam ramuan dan obat, tetapi tidak berhasil. Ketika semua usaha tampak tak berhasil, istrinya menyarankan agar mereka berdua bersujud di hadapan Tuhan dan dengan tulus memohon kepada Allah swt memberikan anugerah kepada mereka berdua. “Mengapa tidak?” jawab sang kepala suku. “Kita telah mencoba berbagai macam cara. Mari, kita coba sekali lagi, tak ada ruginya.”

Mereka pun bersujud kepada Tuhan, sambil berurai air mata dari relung hati mereka yang terluka. “Wahai Segala Kekasih, jangan biarkan pohon kami tak berbuah. Izinkan kami merasakan manisnya menimang anak dalam pelukan kami. Anugerahkan kepada kami tanggung jawab untuk membesarkan seorang manusia yang baik. Berikan kesempatan kepada kami untuk membuat-Mu bangga akan anak kami.”

Tak lama kemudian, doa mereka dikabulkan, dan Tuhan menganugerahi mereka seorang anak laki-laki yang diberi nama Qais. Sang ayah sangat berbahagia, sebab Qais dicintai oleh semua orang. Ia tampan, bermata besar, dan berambut hitam, yang menjadi pusat perhatian dan kekaguman. Sejak awal, Qais telahmemperlihatkan kecerdasan dan kemampuan fisik istimewa. Ia punya bakat luar biasa dalam mempelajari seni berperang dan memainkan musik, menggubah syair dan melukis.

Ketika sudah cukup umur untuk masuk sekolah, ayahnya memutuskan membangun sebuah sekolah yang indah dengan guru-guru terbaik di Arab yang mengajar di sana , dan hanya beberapa anak saja yang belajar di situ. Anak-anak lelaki dan perempuan dan keluarga terpandang di seluruh jazirah Arab belajar di sekolah baru ini.

Di antara mereka ada seorang anak perempuan dari kepala suku tetangga. Seorang gadis bermata indah, yang memiliki kecantikan luar biasa. Rambut dan matanya sehitam malam; karena alasan inilah mereka menyebutnya Laila-”Sang Malam”. Meski ia baru berusia dua belas tahun, sudah banyak pria melamarnya untuk dinikahi, sebab-sebagaimana lazimnya kebiasaan di zaman itu, gadis-gadis sering dilamar pada usia yang masih sangat muda, yakni sembilan tahun.

Laila dan Qais adalah teman sekelas. Sejak hari pertama masuk sekolah, mereka sudah saling tertarik satu sama lain. Seiring dengan berlalunya waktu, percikan ketertarikan ini makin lama menjadi api cinta yang membara. Bagi mereka berdua, sekolah bukan lagi tempat belajar. Kini, sekolah menjadi tempat mereka saling bertemu. Ketika guru sedang mengajar, mereka saling berpandangan. Ketika tiba
waktunya menulis pelajaran, mereka justru saling menulis namanya di atas kertas. Bagi mereka berdua, tak ada teman atau kesenangan lainnya. Dunia kini hanyalah milik Qais dan Laila.

Mereka buta dan tuli pada yang lainnya. Sedikit demi sedikit, orang-orang mulai mengetahui cinta mereka, dan gunjingan-gunjingan pun mulai terdengar. Di zaman itu, tidaklah pantas seorang gadis dikenal sebagai sasaran cinta seseorang dan sudah pasti mereka tidak akan menanggapinya. Ketika orang-tua Laila mendengar bisik-bisik tentang anak gadis mereka, mereka pun melarangnya pergi ke sekolah. Mereka tak sanggup lagi menahan beban malu pada masyarakat sekitar.

Ketika Laila tidak ada di ruang kelas, Qais menjadi sangat gelisah sehingga ia meninggalkan sekolah dan menyelusuri jalan-jalan untuk mencari kekasihnya dengan memanggil-manggil namanya. Ia menggubah syair untuknya dan membacakannya di jalan-jalan. Ia hanya berbicara tentang Laila dan tidak juga menjawab pertanyaan orang-orang kecuali bila mereka bertanya tentang Laila. Orang-orang pun tertawa dan berkata, ” Lihatlah Qais , ia sekarang telah menjadi seorang majnun, gila!”

Akhirnya, Qais dikenal dengan nama ini, yakni “Majnun”. Melihat orang-orang dan mendengarkan mereka berbicara membuat Majnun tidak tahan. Ia hanya ingin melihat dan berjumpa dengan Laila kekasihnya. Ia tahu bahwa Laila telah dipingit oleh orang tuanya di rumah, yang dengan bijaksana menyadari bahwa jika Laila dibiarkan bebas bepergian, ia pasti akan menjumpai Majnun. Majnun menemukan sebuah tempat di puncak bukit dekat desa Laila dan membangun sebuah gubuk untuk dirinya yang menghadap rumah Laila. Sepanjang hari Majnun
duduk-duduk di depan gubuknya, disamping sungai kecil berkelok yang mengalir ke bawah menuju desa itu. Ia berbicara kepada air, menghanyutkan dedaunan bunga liar, dan Majnun merasa yakin bahwa sungai itu akan menyampaikan pesan cintanya kepada Laila. Ia menyapa burung-burung dan meminta mereka untuk terbang kepada Laila serta memberitahunya bahwa ia dekat.

Ia menghirup angin dari barat yang melewati desa Laila. Jika kebetulan ada seekor anjing tersesat yang berasal dari desa Laila, ia pun memberinya makan dan merawatnya, mencintainya seolah-olah anjing suci, menghormatinya dan menjaganya sampai tiba saatnya anjing itu pergi jika memang mau demikian. Segala sesuatu yang berasal dari tempat kekasihnya dikasihi dan disayangi sama seperti kekasihnya sendiri.

Bulan demi bulan berlalu dan Majnun tidak menemukan jejak Laila. Kerinduannya kepada Laila demikian besar sehingga ia merasa tidak bisa hidup sehari pun tanpa melihatnya kembali. Terkadang sahabat-sahabatnya di sekolah dulu datang mengunjunginya, tetapi ia berbicara kepada mereka hanya tentang Laila, tentang betapa ia sangat kehilangan dirinya.

Suatu hari, tiga anak laki-laki, sahabatnya yang datang mengunjunginya demikian terharu oleh penderitaan dan kepedihan Majnun sehingga mereka bertekad embantunya untuk berjumpa kembali dengan Laila. Rencana mereka sangat cerdik. Esoknya, mereka dan Majnun mendekati rumah Laila dengan menyamar sebagai wanita. Dengan mudah mereka melewati wanita-wanita pembantu dirumah Laila dan berhasil masuk ke pintu kamarnya.

Majnun masuk ke kamar, sementara yang lain berada di luar berjaga-jaga. Sejak ia berhenti masuk sekolah, Laila tidak melakukan apapun kecuali memikirkan Qais. Yang cukup mengherankan, setiap kali ia mendengar burung-burung berkicau dari jendela atau angin berhembus semilir, ia memejamkan.matanya sembari membayangkan bahwa ia mendengar suara Qais didalamnya. Ia akan mengambil dedaunan dan bunga yang dibawa oleh angin atau sungai dan tahu bahwa semuanya itu berasal dari Qais. Hanya saja, ia tak pernah berbicara kepada siapa pun, bahkan juga kepada sahabat-sahabat terbaiknya, tentang cintanya.

Pada hari ketika Majnun masuk ke kamar Laila, ia merasakan kehadiran dan kedatangannya. Ia mengenakan pakaian sutra yang sangat bagus dan indah. Rambutnya dibiarkan lepas tergerai dan disisir dengan rapi di sekitar bahunya. Matanya diberi celak hitam, sebagaimana kebiasaan wanita Arab, dengan bedak hitam yang disebut surmeh. Bibirnya diberi lipstick merah, dan pipinya yang kemerah-merahan tampak menyala serta menampakkan kegembiraannya. Ia duduk di depan pintu dan menunggu.

Ketika Majnun masuk, Laila tetap duduk. Sekalipun sudah diberitahu bahwa Majnun akan datang, ia tidak percaya bahwa pertemuan itu benar-benar terjadi.
Majnun berdiri di pintu selama beberapa menit, memandangi, sepuas-puasnya wajah
Laila. Akhirnya, mereka bersama lagi! Tak terdengar sepatah kata pun, kecuali
detak jantung kedua orang yang dimabuk cinta ini. Mereka saling berpandangan dan
lupa waktu.

Salah seorang wanita pembantu di rumah itu melihat sahabat-sahabat Majnun di
luar kamar tuan putrinya. Ia mulai curiga dan memberi isyarat kepada salah
seorang pengawal. Namun, ketika ibu Laila datang menyelidiki, Majnun dan
kawan-kawannya sudah jauh pergi. Sesudah orang-tuanya bertanya kepada Laila,
maka tidak sulit bagi mereka mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Kebisuan dan
kebahagiaan yang terpancar dimatanya menceritakan segala sesuatunya.

Sesudah terjadi peristiwa itu, ayah Laila menempatkan para pengawal di setiap
pintu di rumahnya. Tidak ada jalan lain bagi Majnun untuk menghampiri rumah
Laila, bahkan
dari kejauhan sekalipun. Akan tetapi jika ayahnya berpikiran bahwa, dengan
bertindak hati-hati ini ia bisa mengubah perasaan Laila dan Majnun, satu sama
lain, sungguh ia salah besar.

Ketika ayah Majnun tahu tentang peristiwa di rumah Laila, ia memutuskan untuk
mengakhiri drama itu dengan melamar Laila untuk anaknya. Ia menyiapkan sebuah
kafilah penuh dengan hadiah dan mengirimkannya ke desa Laila. Sang tamu pun
disambut dengan sangat baik, dan kedua kepala suku itu berbincang-bincang
tentang kebahagiaan anak-anak mereka. Ayah Majnun lebih dulu berkata, “Engkau
tahu benar, kawan, bahwa ada dua hal yang sangat penting bagi kebahagiaan, yaitu
“Cinta dan Kekayaan”.

Anak lelakiku mencintai anak perempuanmu, dan aku bisa memastikan bahwa aku
sanggup memberi mereka cukup banyak uang untuk mengarungi kehidupan yang bahagia
dan menyenangkan. Mendengar hal itu, ayah Laila pun menjawab, “Bukannya aku
menolak Qais. Aku percaya kepadamu, sebab engkau pastilah seorang mulia dan
terhormat,” jawab ayah Laila. “Akan tetapi, engkau tidak bisa menyalahkanku
kalau aku berhati-hati dengan anakmu. Semua orang tahu perilaku abnormalnya.
Ia berpakaian seperti seorang pengemis. Ia pasti sudah lama tidak mandi dan
iapun hidup bersama hewan-hewan dan menjauhi orang banyak. “Tolong katakan
kawan, jika engkau punya anak perempuan dan engkau berada dalam posisiku,
akankah engkau memberikan anak perempuanmu kepada anakku?”

Ayah Qais tak dapat membantah. Apa yang bisa dikatakannya? Padahal, dulu
anaknya adalah teladan utama bagi kawan-kawan sebayanya? Dahulu Qais adalah anak
yang paling cerdas dan berbakat di seantero Arab? Tentu saja, tidak ada yang
dapat dikatakannya. Bahkan, sang ayahnya sendiri susah untuk mempercayainya.
Sudah lama orang tidak mendengar ucapan bermakna dari Majnun. “Aku tidak akan
diam berpangku tangan dan melihat anakku menghancurkan dirinya sendiri,”
pikirnya. “Aku harus melakukan sesuatu.”

Ketika ayah Majnun kembali pulang, ia menjemput anaknya, Ia mengadakan pesta
makan malam untuk menghormati anaknya. Dalam jamuan pesta makan malam itu,
gadis-gadis tercantik di seluruh negeri pun diundang. Mereka pasti bisa
mengalihkan perhatian Majnun dari Laila, pikir ayahnya. Di pesta itu, Majnun
diam dan tidak mempedulikan tamu-tamu lainnya. Ia duduk di sebuah sudut ruangan
sambil melihat gadis-gadis itu hanya untuk mencari pada diri mereka berbagai
kesamaan dengan yang dimiliki Laila.

Seorang gadis mengenakan pakaian yang sama dengan milik Laila; yang lainnya
punya rambut panjang seperti Laila, dan yang lainnya lagi punya senyum mirip
Laila. Namun, tak ada seorang gadis pun yang benar-benar mirip dengannya,
Malahan, tak ada seorang pun yang memiliki separuh kecantikan Laila. Pesta itu
hanya menambah kepedihan perasaan Majnun saja kepada kekasihnya. Ia pun berang
dan marah serta menyalahkan setiap orang di pesta itu lantaran berusaha
mengelabuinya.

Dengan berurai air mata, Majnun menuduh orang-tuanya dan sahabat-sahabatnya
sebagai berlaku kasar dan kejam kepadanya. Ia menangis sedemikian hebat hingga
akhirnya jatuh ke lantai dalam keadaan pingsan. Sesudah terjadi petaka ini,
ayahnya memutuskan agar Qais dikirim untuk menunaikan ibadah haji ke Mekah
dengan harapan bahwa Allah akan merahmatinya dan membebaskannya dari cinta yang
menghancurkan ini.

Di Makkah, untuk menyenangkan ayahnya, Majnun bersujud di depan altar Kabah,
tetapi apa yang ia mohonkan? “Wahai Yang Maha Pengasih, Raja Diraja Para
Pecinta, Engkau yang menganugerahkan cinta, aku hanya mohon kepada-Mu satu hal
saja,”Tinggikanlah cintaku sedemikian rupa sehingga, sekalipun aku binasa,
cintaku dan kekasihku tetap hidup.” Ayahnya kemudian tahu bahwa tak ada lagi
yang bisa ia lakukan untuk anaknya.

Usai menunaikan ibadah haji, Majnun yang tidak mau lagi bergaul dengan orang
banyak di desanya, pergi ke pegunungan tanpa memberitahu di mana ia berada. Ia
tidak kembali ke gubuknya. Alih-alih tinggal dirumah, ia memilih tinggal
direruntuhan sebuah bangunan tua yang terasing dari masyarakat dan tinggal
didalamnya. Sesudah itu, tak ada seorang pun yang mendengar kabar tentang
Majnun. Orang-tuanya mengirim segenap sahabat dan keluarganya untuk mencarinya.
Namun, tak seorang pun berhasil menemukannya. Banyak orang berkesimpulan bahwa
Majnun dibunuh oleh binatang-binatang gurun sahara. Ia bagai hilang ditelan
bumi.

Suatu hari, seorang musafir melewati reruntuhan bangunan itu dan melihat ada
sesosok aneh yang duduk di salah sebuah tembok yang hancur. Seorang liar dengan
rambut panjang hingga ke bahu, jenggotnya panjang dan acak-acakan, bajunya
compang-camping dan kumal. Ketika sang musafir mengucapkan salam dan tidak
beroleh jawaban, ia mendekatinya. Ia melihat ada seekor serigala tidur di
kakinya. “Hus” katanya, ‘Jangan bangunkan sahabatku.” Kemudian, ia mengedarkan
pandangan ke arah kejauhan.

Sang musafir pun duduk di situ dengan tenang. Ia menunggu dan ingin tahu apa
yang akan terjadi. Akhimya, orang liar itu berbicara. Segera saja ia pun tahu
bahwa ini adalah Majnun yang terkenal itu, yang berbagai macam perilaku anehnya
dibicarakan orang di seluruh jazirah Arab. Tampaknya, Majnun tidak kesulitan
menyesuaikan diri dengan kehidupan dengan binatang-binatang buas dan liar. Dalam
kenyataannya, ia sudah menyesuaikan diri dengan sangat baik sehingga
lumrah-lumrah saja melihat dirinya sebagai bagian dari kehidupan liar dan buas
itu.

Berbagai macam binatang tertarik kepadanya, karena secara naluri mengetahui
bahwa Majnun tidak akan mencelakakan mereka. Bahkan, binatang-binatang buas
seperti serigala sekalipun percaya pada kebaikan dan kasih sayang Majnun. Sang
musafir itu mendengarkan Majnun melantunkan berbagai kidung pujiannya pada
Laila. Mereka berbagi sepotong roti yang diberikan olehnya. Kemudian, sang
musafir itu pergi dan melanjutkan petjalanannya.

Ketika tiba di desa Majnun, ia menuturkan kisahnya pada orang-orang. Akhimya,
sang kepala suku, ayah Majnun, mendengar berita itu. Ia mengundang sang musafir
ke rumahnya dan meminta keteransran rinci darinya. Merasa sangat gembira dan
bahagia bahwa Majnun masih hidup, ayahnya pergi ke gurun sahara untuk
menjemputnya.

Ketika melihat reruntuhan bangunan yang dilukiskan oleh sang musafir itu, ayah
Majnun dicekam oleh emosi dan kesedihan yang luar biasa. Betapa tidak! Anaknya
terjerembab dalam keadaan mengenaskan seperti ini. “Ya Tuhanku, aku mohon agar
Engkau menyelamatkan anakku dan mengembalikannya ke keluarga kami,” jerit sang
ayah menyayat hati. Majnun mendengar doa ayahnya dan segera keluar dari tempat
persembunyiannya. Dengan bersimpuh dibawah kaki ayahnya, ia pun menangis, “Wahai
ayah, ampunilah aku atas segala kepedihan yang kutimbulkan pada dirimu. Tolong
lupakan bahwa engkau pernah mempunyai seorang anak, sebab ini akan meringankan
beban kesedihan ayah. Ini sudah nasibku mencinta, dan hidup hanya untuk
mencinta.” Ayah dan anak pun saling berpelukan dan menangis. Inilah pertemuan
terakhir mereka.

Keluarga Laila menyalahkan ayah Laila lantaran salah dan gagal menangani
situasi putrinya. Mereka yakin bahwa peristiwa itu telah mempermalukan seluruh
keluarga. Karenanya, orangtua Laila memingitnya dalam kamamya. Beberapa sahabat
Laila diizinkan untuk mengunjunginya, tetapi ia tidak ingin ditemani. Ia
berpaling kedalam hatinya, memelihara api cinta yang membakar dalam kalbunya.
Untuk mengungkapkan segenap perasaannya yang terdalam, ia menulis dan menggubah
syair kepada kekasihnya pada potongan-potongan kertas kecil. Kemudian, ketika ia
diperbolehkan menyendiri di taman, ia pun menerbangkan potongan-potongan kertas
kecil ini dalam hembusan angin. Orang-orang yang menemukan syair-syair dalam
potongan-potongan kertas kecil itu membawanya kepada Majnun. Dengan cara
demikian, dua kekasih itu masih bisa menjalin hubungan.

Karena Majnun sangat terkenal di seluruh negeri, banyak orang datang
mengunjunginya. Namun, mereka hanya berkunjung sebentar saja, karena mereka tahu
bahwa Majnun tidak kuat lama dikunjungi banyak orang. Mereka mendengarkannya
melantunkan syair-syair indah dan memainkan serulingnya dengan sangat memukau.

Sebagian orang merasa iba kepadanya; sebagian lagi hanya sekadar ingin tahu
tentang kisahnya. Akan tetapi, setiap orang mampu merasakan kedalaman cinta dan
kasih sayangnya kepada semua makhluk. Salah seorang dari pengunjung itu adalah
seorang ksatria gagah berani bernama ‘Amar, yang berjumpa dengan Majnun dalam
perjalanannya menuju Mekah. Meskipun ia sudah mendengar kisah cinta yang sangat
terkenal itu di kotanya, ia ingin sekali mendengarnya dari mulut Majnun sendiri.

Drama kisah tragis itu membuatnya sedemikian pilu dan sedih sehingga ia
bersumpah dan bertekad melakukan apa saja yang mungkin untuk mempersatukan dua
kekasih itu, meskipun ini berarti menghancurkan orang-orang yang menghalanginya!
Kaetika Amr kembali ke kota kelahirannya, Ia pun menghimpun pasukannya. Pasukan
ini berangkat menuju desa Laila dan menggempur suku di sana tanpa ampun. Banyak
orang yang terbunuh atau terluka.

Ketika pasukan ‘Amr hampir memenangkan pertempuran, ayah Laila mengirimkan
pesan kepada ‘Amr, “Jika engkau atau salah seorang dari prajuritmu menginginkan
putriku, aku akan menyerahkannya tanpa melawan. Bahkan, jika engkau ingin
membunuhnya, aku tidak keberatan. Namun, ada satu hal yang tidak akan pernah
bisa kuterima, jangan minta aku untuk memberikan putriku pada orang gila itu”.
Majnun mendengar pertempuran itu hingga ia bergegas kesana. Di medan
pertempuran, Majnun pergi ke sana kemari dengan bebas di antara para prajurit
dan menghampiri orang-orang yang terluka dari suku Laila. Ia merawat mereka
dengan penuh perhatian dan melakukan apa saja untuk meringankan luka mereka.

Amr pun merasa heran kepada Majnun, ketika ia meminta penjelasan ihwal mengapa
ia membantu pasukan musuh, Majnun menjawab, “Orang-orang ini berasal dari desa
kekasihku. Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa menjadi musuh mereka?” Karena sedemikian
bersimpati kepada Majnun, ‘Amr sama sekali tidak bisa memahami hal ini. Apa yang
dikatakan ayah Laila tentang orang gila ini akhirnya membuatnya sadar. Ia pun
memerintahkan pasukannya untuk mundur dan segera meninggalkan desa itu tanpa
mengucapkan sepatah kata pun kepada Majnun.

Laila semakin merana dalam penjara kamarnya sendiri. Satu-satunya yang bisa ia
nikmati adalah berjalan-jalan di taman bunganya. Suatu hari, dalam perjalanannya
menuju taman, Ibn Salam, seorang bangsawan kaya dan berkuasa, melihat Laila dan
serta-merta jatuh cinta kepadanya. Tanpa menunda-nunda lagi, ia segera mencari
ayah Laila. Merasa lelah dan sedih hati karena pertempuran yang baru saja
menimbulkan banyak orang terluka di pihaknya, ayah Laila pun menyetujui
perkawinan itu.

Tentu saja, Laila menolak keras. Ia mengatakan kepada ayahnya, “Aku lebih
senang mati ketimbang kawin dengan orang itu.” Akan tetapi, tangisan dan
permohonannya tidak digubris. Lantas ia mendatangi ibunya, tetapi sama saja
keadaannya. Perkawinan pun berlangsung dalam waktu singkat. Orangtua Laila
merasa lega bahwa seluruh cobaan berat akhirnya berakhir juga.

Akan tetapi, Laila menegaskan kepada suaminya bahwa ia tidak pernah bisa
mencintainya. “Aku tidak akan pernah menjadi seorang istri,” katanya. “Karena
itu, jangan membuang-buang waktumu. Carilah seorang istri yang lain. Aku yakin,
masih ada banyak wanita yang bisa membuatmu bahagia.” Sekalipun mendengar
kata-kata dingin ini, Ibn Salam percaya bahwa, sesudah hidup bersamanya beberapa
waktu larnanya, pada akhirnya Laila pasti akan menerimanya. Ia tidak mau memaksa
Laila, melainkan menunggunya untuk datang kepadanya.

Ketika kabar tentang perkawinan Laila terdengar oleh Majnun, ia menangis dan
meratap selama berhari-hari. Ia melantunkan lagu-Iagu yang demikian menyayat
hati dan mengharu biru kalbu sehingga semua orang yang mendengarnya pun ikut
menangis. Derita dan kepedihannya begitu berat sehingga binatang-binatang yang
berkumpul di sekelilinginya pun turut bersedih dan menangis. Namun, kesedihannya
ini tak berlangsung lama, sebab tiba-tiba Majnun merasakan kedamaian dan
ketenangan batin yang aneh. Seolah-olah tak terjadi apa-apa, ia pun terus
tinggal di reruntuhan itu. Perasaannya kepada Laila tidak berubah dan malah
menjadi semakin lebih dalam lagi.

Dengan penuh ketulusan, Majnun menyampaikan ucapan selamat kepada Laila atas
perkawinannya: “Semoga kalian berdua selalu berbahagia di dunia ini. Aku hanya
meminta satu hal sebagai tanda cintamu, janganlah engkau lupakan namaku,
sekalipun engkau telah memilih orang lain sebagai pendampingmu. Janganlah pernah
lupa bahwa ada seseorang yang, meskipun tubuhnya hancur berkeping-keping, hanya
akan memanggil-manggil namamu, Laila”.

Sebagai jawabannya, Laila mengirimkan sebuah anting-anting sebagai tanda
pengabdian tradisional. Dalam surat yang disertakannya, ia mengatakan, “Dalam
hidupku, aku tidak bisa melupakanmu barang sesaat pun. Kupendam cintaku demikian
lama, tanpa mampu menceritakannya kepada siapapun. Engkau memaklumkan cintamu
ke seluruh dunia, sementara aku membakarnya di dalam hatiku, dan engkau
membakar segala sesuatu yang ada di sekelilingmu” . “Kini, aku harus
menghabiskan hidupku dengan seseorang, padahal segenap jiwaku menjadi milik
orang lain. Katakan kepadaku, kasih, mana di antara kita yang lebih dimabuk
cinta, engkau ataukah aku?.

Tahun demi tahun berlalu, dan orang-tua Majnun pun meninggal dunia. Ia tetap
tinggal di reruntuhan bangunan itu dan merasa lebih kesepian ketimbang
sebelumnya. Di siang hari, ia mengarungi gurun sahara bersama sahabat-sahabat
binatangnya. Di malam hari, ia memainkan serulingnya dan melantunkan
syair-syairnya kepada berbagai binatang buas yang kini menjadi satu-satunya
pendengarnya. Ia menulis syair-syair untuk Laila dengan ranting di atas tanah.
Selang beberapa lama, karena terbiasa dengan cara hidup aneh ini, ia mencapai
kedamaian dan ketenangan sedemikian rupa sehingga tak ada sesuatu pun yang
sanggup mengusik dan mengganggunya.

Sebaliknya, Laila tetap setia pada cintanya. Ibn Salam tidak pernah berhasil
mendekatinya. Kendatipun ia hidup bersama Laila, ia tetap jauh darinya. Berlian
dan hadiah-hadiah mahal tak mampu membuat Laila berbakti kepadanya. Ibn Salam
sudah tidak sanggup lagi merebut kepercayaan dari istrinya. Hidupnya serasa
pahit dan sia-sia. Ia tidak menemukan ketenangan dan kedamaian di rumahnya.
Laila dan Ibn Salam adalah dua orang asing dan mereka tak pernah merasakan
hubungan suami istri. Malahan, ia tidak bisa berbagi kabar tentang dunia luar
dengan Laila.

Tak sepatah kata pun pernah terdengar dari bibir Laila, kecuali bila ia
ditanya. Pertanyaan ini pun dijawabnya dengan sekadarnya saja dan sangat
singkat. Ketika akhirnya Ibn Salam jatuh sakit, ia tidak kuasa bertahan, sebab
hidupnya tidak menjanjikan harapan lagi. Akibatnya, pada suatu pagi di musim
panas, ia pun meninggal dunia. Kematian suaminya tampaknya makin mengaduk-ngaduk
perasaan Laila. Orang-orang mengira bahwa ia berkabung atas kematian Ibn Salam,
padahal sesungguhnya ia menangisi kekasihnya, Majnun yang hilang dan sudah lama
dirindukannya.

Selama bertahun-tahun, ia menampakkan wajah tenang, acuh tak acuh, dan hanya
sekali saja ia menangis. Kini, ia menangis keras dan lama atas perpisahannya
dengan kekasih satu-satunya. Ketika masa berkabung usai, Laila kembali ke rumah
ayahnya. Meskipun masih berusia muda, Laila tampak tua, dewasa, dan bijaksana,
yang jarang dijumpai pada diri wanita seusianya. Semen tara api cintanya makin
membara, kesehatan Laila justru memudar karena ia tidak lagi memperhatikan
dirinya sendiri. Ia tidak mau makan dan juga tidak tidur dengan baik selama
bermalam-malam.

Bagaimana ia bisa memperhatikan kesehatan dirinya kalau yang dipikirkannya
hanyalah Majnun semata? Laila sendiri tahu betul bahwa ia tidak akan sanggup
bertahan lama. Akhirnya, penyakit batuk parah yang mengganggunya selama beberapa
bulan pun menggerogoti kesehatannya. Ketika Laila meregang nyawa dan sekarat, ia
masih memikirkan Majnun. Ah, kalau saja ia bisa berjumpa dengannya sekali lagi
untuk terakhir kalinya! Ia hanya membuka matanya untuk memandangi pintu
kalau-kalau kekasihnya datang. Namun, ia sadar bahwa waktunya sudah habis dan ia
akan pergi tanpa berhasil mengucapkan salam perpisahan kepada Majnun. Pada suatu
malam di musim dingin, dengan matanya tetap menatap pintu, ia pun meninggal
dunia dengan tenang sambil bergumam, Majnun…Majnun. .Majnun.

Kabar tentang kematian Laila menyebar ke segala penjuru negeri dan, tak lama
kemudian, berita kematian Lailapun terdengar oleh Majnun. Mendengar kabar itu,
ia pun jatuh pingsan di tengah-tengah gurun sahara dan tetap tak sadarkan diri
selama beberapa hari. Ketika kembali sadar dan siuman, ia segera pergi menuju
desa Laila. Nyaris tidak sanggup berjalan lagi, ia menyeret tubuhnya di atas
tanah. Majnun bergerak terus tanpa henti hingga tiba di kuburan Laila di luar
kota . Ia berkabung dikuburannya selama beberapa hari.

Ketika tidak ditemukan cara lain untuk meringankan beban penderitaannya,
per1ahan-lahan ia meletakkan kepalanya di kuburan Laila kekasihnya dan meninggal
dunia dengan tenang. Jasad Majnun tetap berada di atas kuburan Laila selama
setahun. Belum sampai setahun peringatan kematiannya ketika segenap sahabat dan
kerabat menziarahi kuburannya, mereka menemukan sesosok jasad terbujur di atas
kuburan Laila. Beberapa teman sekolahnya mengenali dan mengetahui bahwa itu
adalah jasad Majnun yang masih segar seolah baru mati kemarin. Ia pun dikubur di
samping Laila. Tubuh dua kekasih itu, yang kini bersatu dalam keabadian, kini
bersatu kembali.

Konon, tak lama sesudah itu, ada seorang Sufi bermimpi melihat Majnun hadir
di hadapan Tuhan. Allah swt membelai Majnun dengan penuh kasih sayang dan
mendudukkannya disisi-Nya.Lalu, Tuhan pun berkata kepada Majnun, “Tidakkah
engkau malu memanggil-manggil- Ku dengan nama Laila, sesudah engkau meminum
anggur Cinta-Ku?”

Sang Sufi pun bangun dalam keadaan gelisah. Jika Majnun diperlakukan dengan
sangat baik dan penuh kasih oleh Allah Subhana wa ta’alaa, ia pun
bertanya-tanya, lantas apa yang terjadi pada Laila yang malang ? Begitu pikiran
ini terlintas dalam benaknya, Allah swt pun mengilhamkan jawaban kepadanya,
“Kedudukan Laila jauh lebih tinggi, sebab ia menyembunyikan segenap rahasia
Cinta dalam dirinya sendiri.”

Wa min Allah at Tawfiq.

I think, Qais & Laila are the only lovers tanpa ikatan perkahwinan yang mana cinta mereka diredhai Allah. A truly cinta abadi dunia akhirat.

About the author of Laila Majnun:

Syaikh Hakim Nizhami qs merupakan penulis sufi terkemuka diabad pertengahankarena dua roman cinta yang menyayat hati, yaitu Laila & Majnun serta Khusrau & Syirin.

Kisah sedih Laila & Majnun , dimana Majnun yang berarti “Tergila-gila akan Cinta”, karena cintanya yang tak sampai pada Laila, akhirnya membuatnya gila. Kisah cinta ini dibaca selama berabad-abad, ratusan tahun jauh sebelum Romeo & Julietnya Wiliam Shakespeare sehingga Kisah Laila & Majnun terkenal sebagai kisah cintanya Persia .

Syaikh Nizhami qs adalah seorang Syaikh Sufi, dan yang dimaksud “kekasih”
dalam berbagai kisahnya sesungguhnya adalah perwujudan Allah swt. Syaikh
Nizhami hidup dari tahun 1155 M – 1223 M, beliau lahir dikota Ganje di
Azerbaijan. Ia telah menempuh jalan sufi semenjak masa mudanya, dan ia diajar
oleh Nabi Khidir as, Sang Pembimbing Misterius dan ia dilindungi 99 Nama Allah
Yang Maha Indah ( Asmaul Husna).

Syaikh Nizhami qs sangat menguasai berbagai macam ilmu, seperti matematika,
filsafat, Hukum Islam, dan kedokteran. Banyak karyanya merupakan pelajaran
tersembunyi bagi pemeluk tariqah sufi dan penempuh jalan spiritual. Karya Syaikh
Nizhami qs terkenal karena bahasanya yang halus. Karya Laila dan Majnun
sebenarnya berbentuk sajak berirama sebanyak 4500 syair sajak, yang dikenal
dengan sebutan Matsnawi. Sebagaimana lazimnya terjadi pada para Syaikh Sufi,
yang tertinggal dari Syaikh Nizhami qs adalah ajaran-ajaran sufi yang sangat
tinggi.

Sorry for the jiwang post! HAHA. :)

Kedewasaan Bernegara!

2009-02-23T19:32:00.004+08:00

What a great nation Brunei is. Proud to be a Bruneian.

What Kind Of Blue Are You?

2009-02-22T18:21:00.003+08:00

Yknow, I hate these very two things:

- a looong holiday;
- and why the hell TopMan doesn't have its store in Australia fgs?

Hahaha, yes what an introduction.

Good evening readers! Bonjour :)

Crap, I shouldn't have taken 4 days off. Eh eh, no no no. 2 days off. Sekulah tah ku ni bisuk. Haha. Pasal boring wah. Anyhoo, I think its a must for me to learn THE ART OF SPENDING HOLIDAYS. Haha. Seriously. I know I should revise for exam. But I have this thing called MALAS. :P

Yesterday, slept at Rizqun since bapa had his emblem last night. And with $__ *state number here* bapa gave me, I merely spent it on nothing. What I meant with nothing macam inda ku bali baju kah apakah. I treated Wafiy, Afi Ariffin and Arif cinema and excapade. It was really funny when we were at Excapade. Sudah tu jua sakai kan pakai chopsticks and all the stuffs makanannya lagi Subhanallah. Nyaman. :') Didnt take any photos at all. Too lazy. And I met a few familiar faces there. Well, just 3 familiar faces. Kaka Liza of Kb Happening and her husband who I think were going to watch the Punisher jua kali.

Talking about The Punisher: War Zone. 50%-50% lah. Skajap boring skajap siok. Hmmm.

And not forgetting many thanks to Ustaz Heyrol for treating us dinner tadi. Afiqah joined us. Haven't seen her for a while. And then during dinner, Ustaz Heyrol came up with a question "Kalau si pqah gamuk mau kamu bekawan sama ia masih"? But at first, the question went to Qawi and I didnt concentrate on his answers cause I was listening to my iPod. But anyhoo, inda ku ngakun kawan ku lau kau gamuk Pqah. Haha JK. :P

Wookay, Im done here. I can see you guys yawning already. Haha. Go get some sleep!

Assalamualaikum!

2009-02-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

I can see men wearing pyjama-like attire with a beret holding a spear. And I can tell these men are securities.

But I'm afraid you're looking to world's deadliest sworn sentinels ever lived on the face of the earth. And these men are called The Swiss Guards.

EEEEEEEH, why the heck I'm talking crap tonight. Random berabis. Is it because A&D? Antah eh, nyanyat inda jua. Haha.

I have read A&D for the second time until page 200. The exciting part starts at page 60-the end.

Still, crap. Yadayadayadayadayada. Haha.

Yknow, Im just giving you an update. Macam batah kan posts ku reach 100th. Oh well, tiap-tiap hari tah ku ni update. :S

Yokie. Au Revoir!

2009-02-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

Urgh, bad news people!

So our debate team didn't make it. 1-0 kali point Ustaz Zafren bagi tau ani. Yeah, 1-0. Who cares if we lost to the braggers (no offense again! haha) because I had this very feeling that were gonna lose. AND WE DID LOSE. :)

On the other hand readers, guess who is the best speaker from our team?

Yes yes yes you got it right. It's yours truly. :D Siapa jua inda bangga, first time lagi tu. Haha.

INDULGENT NONSENSE. American Idol. Tonight!

Toodles! :)

2009-02-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

And I forgot something,

I'M OFFICIALLY A MEMBER OF LUJNAH AT-TULLABIYYAH!

Yap Yapping

2009-02-17T18:12:00.004+08:00

I haven't update anything about school for a long time already. Yes, I can tell. Btw, Hello readers! :)

So, today was mentally (or should I say debate-ly, hah) rough. No, not rough just bad. We (Aziz, Mas Fazilah, Adika and Myself) participated a debate competition regarding the topic:

'BIDANG PERIKANAN LEBIH BERPOTENSI DARI BIDANG PERTANIAN'

Cut the mencelah sessions and yadayadayada, we lost. Lost to the braggers (Haha no offense!) and lost to the opposers' hujah that made us speechless. Lost to the term Hydrophonics. And what made things even worser, our team faced 2 of Brunei's Wakil Berdebat to Singapore last year. Memang kajar-kajar. Moreover, this was my first time particapting a debate competition. And Adika's too.

ASJSJHJAHGSYFSTFSSWJSWKWSJWSBSTFWYGWSHSWKJSWMWSM!

For the love of God (taking God's name in vain? haha), I shall not enter any debate competition for the rest of my life prior to the humiliations I got ( learning from your mistakes doesn't hurt that much :) ) Fullstop.

Au revoir!

Let There Be Light

2009-02-14T19:23:00.001+08:00

The movie I've been anticipated for so long. So so long, I want to read the book again. 3 months to go!

Hello earthlings! :)

Blackberry Curve 8900

2009-02-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

MY LATEST CRAVING!

Forget DSLR and TopMan! No, not TopMan. Just forget DSLR. I will have this on my hand, sooner or later Insya-Allah. :)

Music's Biggest Night

2009-02-10T18:16:00.002+08:00

Congratulation to COLDPLAY, ADELE, Robert Plant & Allison Krauss, JOHN MAYER, EAGLES, Béla Fleck & The Flecktones, DUFFY, DAFT PUNK, Natalie Cole, KINGS OF LEON, The Mars Volta, Metallica, Radiohead, ALICIA KEYS, NE-YO, Jennifer Hudson, Mary J Blige, LIL WAYNE, ESTELLE FEAT. KANYE WEST (AMERICAN BOY), Carrie Underwood, Brad Paisley, Sugarland and the rest who got themselves Grammy Awards. :)

Keep making good music guys! :)

Adele Feat. Sugarland - Chasing Pavements. A good performance I must say. (Y)

Coldplay Medley - Lost (Feat. Jay-Z) and Viva La Vida. (Y)(Y) No questions asked.

Tagged by Ashikin!

2009-02-08T09:37:00.003+08:00

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
- closed.

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
- naaaah. only my dad does that. haha.

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tuck in or out?
- tuck in or mom will scold me. \m/

4. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
- any movies I've watched.

5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
- sometimes.

6. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
- big bear. pasaaaal death will come faster. hahahaha emo.

7. When, if ever, do you think it is okay to tell a lie?
- urgh, no. never!

8. If you could wake up tomorrow speaking a foreign language fluently, what would it be?
- arabic. faiza kuntu istaiqaz fil ghad, summa atakallam bil lughah ajamah. fallughah ajamah hiya arabiah. lianna uhibbu arabiatan hubban syadidan. sorry for the tunggang tebalik arabic. or perhaps english. :)

9. Do you like to sing in the shower?
- errrr, at times tho. haha.

10. Do you have freckles?
- idk. maybe no.

11. The smallest amount of money you have in your pocket?
- 1 cent. (Y)

12. Which is the celebrity or actor you would want to date?
- lemme see. Corinne Bailey Rae, Hayley Williams, Duffy, Keira Knightley, AnnaLynne McCord and Anna Paquin. (Y)(Y)

13. What is the one thing that you have done in your life that you would want to undo?
- i dont have any idea.

14. What would you do if your partner cheated on you?
- i might kick her. hahahaha.

15. If you were granted three wishes from an angel or genie what would you want?
- 1) take Albert Einstein's brain and get myself in Harvard or Yale, or Oxbridge 2) Corinne Bailey Rae, Hayley Williams, Duffy, Keira Knightley, AnnaLynne McCord and Anna Paquin. Any one of them. :P 3) Money is yummy.

16. Would you rather work with your head or your hands?
- head. and then hand. hah.

Im tagging you!

Awu Mun Kan Ampun

2009-02-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

I must say today is MIB day. Because today is all about titles or gelaran-gelaran. It starterd when .... was called Mudim. And he went berserk. Haha. Since I was pretty jobless and bored, I had this minor argue with Adika. :)

Alphaed. says:

title mu datu saja.

... says:

manteri darat...

Alphaed. says:

kalau kan naik pangkat tu, payah sikit kau ani.

Alphaed. says:

hahha.

Alphaed. says:

eh mun menteri darat setaraf sama hua ho tu.

... says:

haha

... says:

bah

... says:

manteri brciri

Alphaed. says:

hahaha boleh.

Alphaed. says:

sama2 tani pehin.

Alphaed. says:

tp title mu randah sikit.

... says:

nda buleh

... says:

lau aku sama kau

... says:

cam bulan btamu

... says:

matahari

... says:

nda dapat...

Alphaed. says:

nda bulih tinggi2, lau nda takabbur.

Alphaed. says:

hahahahaha/

Alphaed. says:

iatah ni aku nunggu titah sultan kan jd nian cheteria.

... says:

mijinn

... says:

ko jadi...damong

... says:

damong mas nwarr

... says:

haha..ndon

Alphaed. says:

hahahahha.

Alphaed. says:

boring tu eh mun ganya damong.

... says:

haha

Alphaed. says:

kau datu ja wah.

... says:

aku pkir damong nee ah..

... says:

cam nelayan wah

... says:

usulnya

Alphaed. says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

... says:

cam ciann laa

Alphaed. says:

kuang aja.

... says:

hahha

Alphaed. says:

lau nda nada tia dalam adat istiadat brunei mun ganya nelayan.

... says:

haha

... says:

mna tau ko ah

Alphaed. says:

mun patih bisai lg.

... says:

patih lgi tah

Alphaed. says:

hahahah kau atu wah setau.

... says:

cam nma ikann

Alphaed. says:

HAHAHAHA.

Alphaed. says:

eh patih berbai.

Alphaed. says:

nada bapanya ambil nama ikan.

... says:

patih nwarr

Alphaed. says:

cawir wang.

Alphaed. says:

nasib alum ada kamus nama time atu.

Alphaed. says:

haha.

Alphaed. says:

lau nda.

... says:

haha

Alphaed. says:

tantu anwar arsyad bapanya membg.

... says:

hahaha

... says:

astee

... says:

liaw nwarr...

... says:

rugget x ahh

Alphaed. says:

liau baik jua sikit.

... says:

aku pehin

Alphaed. says:

sajuk jua prut mamaku ngandung.

Alphaed. says:

HAHAHA.

Alphaed. says:

mijin.

Alphaed. says:

liau = pehin.

... says:

nda2...

... says:

nda buleh

Alphaed. says:

hahaa.

Alphaed. says:

apa hak mu nukar adat brunei ah?

... says:

payah wahh

... says:

malas ku kn madahh

Alphaed. says:

hahahahahaha.

Alphaed. says:

mun ganya kau sama sultan senasab betamu ngan nabi adam jantah dulu.

Alphaed. says:

hahahahaha.

... says:

buii

... says:

aku sma sultan btamu ..

... says:

tyme nini ku punya bapa

... says:

ea b cousin sma sultan

... says:

kira bau bacang laa....aku sama sultan

Alphaed. says:

dui.

... says:

lau ko..

... says:

abiss

Alphaed. says:

aku wah uncle sultan.

Alphaed. says:

hahahhaa.

... just sent you a nudge.

... says:

mijn

Alphaed. says:

nian bendehara banarnya aku ani.

Alphaed. says:

time jipun dtg abis tia.

... says:

aku wah...temenggong

Alphaed. says:

turun pangkat.

... says:

britsh jelezz

... says:

nahh

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

... says:

moyang c najibb

Alphaed. says:

kau sama james brooke sama saja.

Alphaed. says:

hhahaha.

... says:

nada...

Alphaed. says:

nda lari tu nasab kamu ah.

Alphaed. says:

hahha.

... says:

aku nasab ku ah..sama s.sharif ali

Alphaed. says:

hahaha.

Alphaed. says:

sannya senasab sama nabi.

Alphaed. says:

ilik saja.

... says:

hha

... says:

aku gnya lau warak..

... says:

mals ku bceta..

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

Alphaed. says:

TAKABBUR DAH TU!

... says:

haha

... says:

astaghfirullahalazimm

... says:

awu tah

... says:

aku nee hina wahh

... says:

dah la nda smbhyng

... says:

hahaha

Alphaed. says:

hahahaahaha.

... says:

ko sma juaaa

Alphaed. says:

awu sama tani.

Alphaed. says:

kau lah tu punya pasal.

Alphaed. says:

ani tah kan jd datu ni.

Alphaed. says:

eh mimpi lah;

Alphaed. says:

... says:

bayieee

... says:

ko kna tdi...

... says:

stranded arh sg.liangg??

Alphaed. says:

aiseh.

Alphaed. says:

dalam makna stranded.

... says:

marah munir krgg

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

Alphaed. says:

sadang.

... says:

bh..jwab..

Alphaed. says:

nda jua batah kami stranded.

... says:

Alphaed. says:

lapas ku tiup que tu nah siah slajur.

Alphaed. says:

dgn kuasa allah.

... says:

mmbual buii

... says:

aku wah

... says:

eyh

... says:

malas ku ceta

Alphaed. says:

hahahahaha.

Alphaed. says:

kau tu ketara membual.

... says:

polis lgi surh siah...

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha sannya selebriti.

... says:

bpa ku wah..kna hambur2 duit

Alphaed. says:

pakai escort.

... says:

arh kreta

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

... says:

nasib sja ku nda ngambill

Alphaed. says:

hahhah.

Alphaed. says:

rasa kesian wah tu urg bg duit arah kamu ah.

... says:

hahaha

... says:

baie

... says:

aku wahh...kn kna bgi amas...

... says:

ntah ..cam lcky draww

Alphaed. says:

hahaha amas si miam.

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anu yg betagar ah.

... says:

hahhaa

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HAHAHAHA.

... says:

laki nya mmbalikan

... says:

arh 1 80

Alphaed. says:

apa eh.

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labih.

... says:

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Alphaed. says:

hahaha.

Alphaed. says:

baik 1 80 ada memjual.

Alphaed. says:

haram tu eh.

... says:

hahaha

... says:

amas b cat

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

... says:

jgn silapp

Alphaed. says:

usul ganya amas.

... says:

tpi bnr nya

Alphaed. says:

sudah disiasat basi buruk.

... says:

basi bkaray

Alphaed. says:

hahahaha.

... says:

Alphaed. says:

iatah wah.

... says:

astaghh

... says:

adang2 nwarr

... says:

ko tau ko mmbna sgunung dosa wah

... says:

cam mt . everest ahh

Alphaed. says:

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Alphaed. says:

kau iya jua.

... says:

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Alphaed. says:

3/4 kau punya.

... says:

uhud*

... says:

astaghh

... says:

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Alphaed. says:

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... says:

1/2

Alphaed. says:

nada.

... says:

1.2

Alphaed. says:

asal ku becerita kau panjang2 kan.

... says:

hahaha

Alphaed. says:

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Alphaed. says:

HAHAHAHHA.

... says:

ea tah bahh

... says:

ko atu mmulakan wahh

Alphaed. says:

AHAHA.

Alphaed. says:

nda kira.

... says:

miam bnr nya rumah nya 3 tingkat

Alphaed. says:

mun ganya pindik.

... says:

ko jdi kn rumah stinggan

Alphaed. says:

kau atu wah memanjangkan mcm panjang lungkang kami wah.

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diibaratkan lungkang atu dusa mu.

... says:

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hahaha.

... says:

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... says:

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haha.

... says:

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eyh buii

... says:

got to chow

Alphaed. says:

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... says:

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... says:

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labih.

... says:

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Chiao!

Time Flies When You're Having Fun

2009-02-07T18:28:00.002+08:00

AAA! Im freaking out already. Next week (Monday to be exact), will have my Al-Quran oral. Remember what ustazah said, repeat your memorisation again & again blablablah.

A couple of week to go to our first monthly test and __ *state numbers here* months and __ *state numbers here* days to go to the big E. PMB that is.

:S

Pictures, Wonders

2009-02-06T21:33:00.002+08:00

Little did I know that my father has a Mamiya DSLR. Since 1991. Classic yo. Woohoo! Now I dont have to buy a new DSLR. :D

Winner Winner Chicken Dinner!

2009-02-06T18:30:00.002+08:00

Seriously, a good movie I must say. 4/5 no doubt!

Ben Campbell is a young, highly intelligent, student at M.I.T. in Boston who strives to succeed. Wanting a scholarship to transfer to Harvard School of Medicine with the desire to become a doctor, Ben learns that he cannot afford the $300,000 for the four to five years of schooling as he comes from a poor, working-class background. But one evening, Ben is introduced by his unorthodox math professor Micky Rosa into a small but secretive club of five. Students Jill, Choi, Kianna, and Fisher, who are being trained by Professor Rosa of the skill of card counting at blackjack. Intrigued by the desire to make money, Ben joins his new friends on secret weekend trips to Las Vegas where, using their skills of code talk and hand signals, they have Ben make hundreds of thousands of dollars in winning blackjack at casino after casino. Ben only wants to make enough money for the tuition to Harvard and then back out. But as fellow card counter, Jill Taylor, predicts, Ben becomes corrupted by greed and his arrogance at winning which lets his feelings get in the way, and it also puts Professor Rosa, as well as the group, on the radar of a brutal casino security enforcer, named Cole Williams, who holds a personal grudge of some kind against Rosa which threatens to undo everything the students have learned and earned.

I wish I was like him. Effingly smart and make advantages of the only genius part of your body. Daym! I can make serious money out of it, illegally. Haha.

2009-02-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

Aaaah, my house is on a very bad condition. The exterior only tho. Prior to the heavy downpour. Endless downpour. My mom told me to pray so that we dont have to move out. God, mana ku mau pindah yo.

About school. Yeah, school is school. No drama no nothing at all. Haha.

And mana tia result SSRU? Anxious jua ku ni. Since I dont sit for the exam. Mau jua ku tau result orang lain. :D

Well, if you got your result already, do let me know aight?

:)

2009-02-01T15:33:00.002+08:00

Ah, messed work and messed font. Notice spelling error? Haha malas ku kan ubah. This happens when your desk is full with only God knows what (or stuffs) and when you're doing your work on the floor. Hah. And not forgetting the shortage of time. Yeah.

Hello earthlings! :)

Find A New Way

2009-01-31T16:05:00.008+08:00

On our way to the school:

And it rains endlessly.

Another affected area.

Cloudy.

Flooded area of Sungai Liang as mentioned several times on national radio.

A long que I must say.

"Fazkurullah Kama Allamakum"

Mahad Islam Brunei,
Sumber Ilmu Negara,
Lambang Jiwa Yang Permai,
Di Daerah Tutong Tempatnya

Nasyid performed by both Form 4 & Form 5 students.

Me, anxiously waiting. NOT!

Faizes.

Ya Munir~

Eh senyum2. Adika.

Abang RTB. Eh. Ada mua tani masuk RTB karang ni Fi. Haha.

Thanks to Afi for taking the pictures. Ilik saja muha ah. Haha.

And the Penuntut Cemerlang award goes to *hadrah rolls*...

Abdul Hafiz Samat! Congrats bro!

Eh eh, about our dikir barat performance. I did record with the help of Afi, again. A full one. The problem is it would take forever to upload it on Youtube. The same goes with Facebook. I promise I'll upload it here sooner or later.

And last but not least, I would like to congratulate all Os & As candidates on your excellent result! Especially Mahad students. Keep up the good work guys!

And Kaka, your world doesn't stop here. Have some faith. :)

Toodles people!

Salamat!

2009-01-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

Haha.

Happy 15th Birthday Qawi! God bless ya friend!

And Happy 16th Birthday to Adee Aiman the new comer, even we're not used to each other.

:D

Allah Selamatkan Aku!

2009-01-29T18:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Afi Ariffin! Many happy returns! :)

Untitled

2009-01-28T19:24:00.005+08:00

Reading Arabic articles especially newspaper is my thing now. Many thanks to our library, but too bad there are only two Arabic newspapers available at our library. They are rare, Egyptian baby! :)

Haji Hadi is one panat person. I was reading through the pages and there was this one advertisement only God knows what the hell it said. But for sure, there was a picture of a female model fully covered from head to toe and terpampang sana 50%.

G Hadi: *points to the lady* Waifa apakahapakah. (I forgot wth he said but Im sure its in Eqyptian Arabic)
G Hadi: Belly dancer!
Me: Tuyu!
Both of us: *laughed*

Eeeeeeehhm, Im blank already. Shiz.

Kings of Leon is one hell of a band! I think they sound classic. And Alphabeat too. ABBA+modern electronica/dance. Cool, cool (Y)

Eh any other cool rock bands you guys know? Perhaps wanna share? Haha :D

Tomorrow, we're gonna have a full rehearsal for Majlis Penyampaian Hadiah this Saturday. Im not keen on getting the prizes because I know Im gonna take home a hell lot of prizes. Macam malu jua ku tu kan bawa balik, banyak kali ah. Haha. The only thing I excited with is our performance by ex-PRS 2008. Dikir barat yo! Cool kali ah. Hahaha. Ill record it if I get the chance to. :)

Wassalam and toodles!

Tags!

2009-01-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

Gaaaah I hate tags. Sorry to Fae and Qieya, I cant do the tag. I got nothing to say about you guys. But one thing, you guys are (Y) Hahaha. :D

2009-01-27T17:54:00.001+08:00

So the views reached 1000 BAYBAY!

Keep it coming readers! ;)

I mean who cares anyway. I DO!

2009-01-26T15:46:00.003+08:00

One whole day without TV is just fine for me. But Internet! Oh hell no. So how do I spend my Sunday-Without-Internet? Jalan-jalan and MOVIES! True Blood is ini macam (Y) But fyi True Blood is not a movie. Its a series. ONE HELL OF A SERIES.

And I apologise for my late update. Any tags blahblahblah will be posted, sooner or later. :)

Peace out,
Anwar

The Unity of Islam

2009-01-23T18:14:00.003+08:00

Boycott Jewish' Products!

Oh no! Not GAP, Banana Republic, CALVIN KLEIN, GIORGIO ARMANI PARFUMS, RAPLH LAUREN, HUGO BOSS AND TOMMY HILFIGER!

Yes We Can!

2009-01-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

I would like to congratulate Mr. President Barack Hussein Obama on his election becoming the 44th President of United States of America!

One More Day

2009-01-22T20:02:00.010+08:00

After 3 years studying at Ma'had, I still don't effing know how to wear a sinjang without a belt. Eventually it will terlucut. Haha. Darn that was random.

Anyhoo, speaking of random, after I got home around 5 o'clock or something, I was pretty jobless and boring. So I decided to take random shots of the surrounding. The verdict was boleh-lah-pasal-aku-boring-and-dont-care. :)

Carpet or Kapit, urgh what a strange name.

It's obvious that you're dying.

Which one is pistil and which one is stamen? Anyone?

Chicken!

I spotted these two beautiful hornbills. A couple I perhaps? Haha.

Lumut

Lumut Bypass. And I can see Faezah waving at me! Haha.

BMC. It made Lumut panas kan ....

Anipun satu jua.

Corn-y. :P

I bet you guys will go "Atu random brabis." Haha. :D

Pavements

2009-01-21T17:25:00.004+08:00

So, we (3A students) are officially form 5 students. Wondering why? We moved out to Block A and were put together with form 5 students. What I mean is class kami selorong sama class dorang. Now how lame is that?!

And and we have the awesomest seniors ever. They scolded us for our very own fault. How cool is that? Ergh.

I've Heard The Sound

2009-01-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

Watched Paramore: The Final Riot.

I love Paramore every now and then. Two thumbs up (Y)(Y)

Blue-eyed Sun

2009-01-18T12:50:00.001+08:00

A good song indeed (Y)

2009-01-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

A good song indeed (Y)

Jangan Marah Ah

2009-01-17T18:55:00.009+08:00

(Picture was taken from Geography Secondary 3 textbook page 15)

Adika and I laughed so hard at this, during Geo class. I was browsing through the pages and I accidently turned to page 15 and tadaaaa! the picture was there. Nasib inda 7 orang. Kalau inda. Hmmmm. Haha.

The six Aborigines:

1. Munir conquer :P (gila atu basa sigup si Munir HAHAHA JK)
2. Najib orang kuat Pandan 1-8
3. Aku
4. Ma Nusabbitu Bihi Fuadak
5. Si Adika HAHAHA :P
6. Arif (nasib lah kau Rip mua mu nda nampak :P)

Sigh. Fatigue is word of the day. In the morning we had our 'senaman ringan'. Then study. Since we were pretty exhausted and since the fans were not working for 1234567890th times, yawning or the wanting to have some beauty sleep started just right after first period of study til' the end of the day. :S

Till next post. Au revoir!

Ibadallah Rijallah, Aghisuna Liajlillah!

2009-01-15T22:03:00.006+08:00

Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim

"Ashadu An Lailahailla Anta, Wa Ashadu Anna Muhammadar Rasulullah. Allahumma surril Islama wal Muslimin. Allahumma ayyidil Islama wal Muslimin wal Mujahidin fil Falastin. Allahumma sallimna wal Muslimin fil Falastin. Allahumma bihaqqi Rabbinal Aziz! Wansurna alal qaumil kafirin! Waghfiril Mustashidin. Wassallahu Ala Habibikan Nabi, Wa ala alihi wassahbihi ajmain. Walhamdu lillahi Rabbil Alamin"

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang

"Aku naik saksi tiada Tuhan yang patut disembah melainkan Engkau, dan aku naik saksi Muhammad itu pesuruh Allah. Ya Allah, berilah kemenangan atas Islam dan Muslimin. Ya Allah, berilah pertolongan kepada Islam, Muslimin dan orang yang berjihad di Palestin. Ya Allah, selamatkan kami dan Muslimin di Palestin. Dengan Haq Tuhan Kami Yang Maha Perkasa, berilah kami kemenangan keatas kaum kafir. Dan ampunilah mereka yang telah gugur syahid di jalan Allah. Selawat dan salam keatas kekasih mu Nabi Muhammad dan ahli keluarganya dan sahabatnya sekelian. Dan segala pujian bagi Allah, Tuhan Sekelian Alam."

Nabi Sallallahu Alaihi Wa Sallam bersabda yang bermaksud:

"Tiada beriman seorang daripada kamu sehingga dia mengasihi saudaranya sebagaimana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri" (Hadis riwayat Bukhari)

Apa hak kita sebagai saudara kepada Muslimin yang sedang menderita di sana? Doa adalah usaha atau sumbangan kita yang paling sedikit untuk mereka tetapi di sisi Allah, siapa
yang tahu? Kerana bahawasanya doa itu senjata orang yang beriman. Tiada senjata sekuat doa.

Sekuat manapun Israel kerana dibelakangi USA, hakikatnya Palestin lebih-lebih lagi Baitul Maqdis dan Masjidil Aqsa lambat-laun akan jatuh ke tangan Muslimin jua. Dan itulah sebahagian tanda-tanda hari kiamat. Allah tidak akan membiarkan rumahNya dibinasakan begitu saja. Seperti FirmanNya dalam Surah Ali-Imran sebahagian ayat 192 : "... Dan tiada bagi orang-orang yang zalim itu sebarang pertolongan (untuk kemenangan)" Tetapi, tanpa usaha juga tidak akan ke mana. Dikhuatiri orang yang memanggil diri mereka dengan nama Bani Israel ini akan mengada-ada memijak kepala orang Muslimin. Nauzubillah.

Ibadallah Rijallah, Aghisuna Liajlillah,
Wa Kunu Aunana Fillah, Asa Nahzo Bi Fadlillah

Akhiru qauli haza, Wa astaghfirullah li wa lakum wa lil Muslimin wal Muslimat wal Mujahidin wal Mujahidat fil Falastin. Wassalamualaikum!

Numbers Dont Matter

2009-01-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th birthday to a very good friend of mine, Faizes!

And not forgetting, happy belated (yesterday actually) 17th birthday, Akram!

May all the year through turns out to be great for the both of you and God bless you guys!

Wa-ah!

2009-01-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

Not-that-surprisingly, Najib, Adika and myself are the loudest students in class. We laugh, joke, bercerita. Yknow normal stuff.

No wonder the pretty-distracted teachers scold us. Hmmmm.

We Just Wanna Be Home

2009-01-13T19:13:00.003+08:00

Ooo, I can see dusts already.

Im sorry for my lack updates. School makes me busy. Blargh. And homeworks too. (N)

Moreover, school is school. No interesting stories to share with. Boring oh Mahad? Haha :P

ANXIOUSNESS ALERT! PMB, 1000 days to go. Yeah, you wish.

Assalamualaikum!

His hair, at an alarming pace

2009-01-08T18:31:00.005+08:00

Faezah masin mulutnya. Haha.

You'll be wondering why. My I-dont-think-its-that-long hair caught our head of discipline a.k.a Abang Aji attention. Thank God, we were given a chance to cut it tomorrow.

Hilmi said he wanna shave his hair BALD. He brought me along. (Hilmi & I are the only prefects yang kana tahan pasal rambut panjang) Hell no! I look hideous bald. :S

Now, fly 8 dollars, fly.

4th day of school is pretty amazing. After Ustaz Hairol Bahrin's motivational speech, now I have a resolution. Study smart that is. Straight A is my aim. Haha.

And after Akram gave his speech about us (Mahad students + Jerudong students) as one or in other word as equal. We shall not treat the new students badly and they shall not act badly. He is one good senior (Y)

Being a prefect is one hell of a job. The torture started on last Tuesday when we were asked to help during the 'Pemindahan Penuntut Blablabla'. And the not so best part was we (form 3 prefects ) were asked to guide a tour of Mahad Islam Brunei for a bunch of juniors. The campus is huge for God's sake. Sigh.

Wokay, so I'll just stop here. Till next post!

Oh Glory

2009-01-05T18:11:00.002+08:00

So, the first day of school (and my first day being a prefect) was not bad at all. Except we (the new prefects) were asked to go to the front and 'mengepalai' the recitation of Surah Yasin & Ratib Al-Attas.

What I hate the most about my new class, Year 9 A (Amin) is it was so friggin gloomy and effing hot because the fans were not working. Urgh. Can't they just fix this already?

Okay, the post stops here because Im just too tired and in need of a long sleep. Im eager to make some new friends from Jerudong tomorrow. NOT!

iLove

2009-01-04T16:23:00.003+08:00

Green is for veggies! But too bad I dont eat veggies.

You know, this is my best belated 13th birthday present! Thanks bgho!

Al Islam Yukla Wa La Yukla Alaih

2009-01-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

This will be a religious post. Im just sharing some info with you guys. Because tonight Im being random thanks to Ashi! HAHA.

& the story begins:

Sebenarnya Cerita Ini bolehlah diketegorikan sebagai kisah benar, sebabnya ianya telah disampaikan dari seorang penceramah agama dari sebuat maahad dari Terengganu, di mana ustad tu mengatakan cerita ini diperolehi dari rakannya semasa beliau menuntut di Mesir.

Ada seorang rakyat Malaysia dihantar oleh keluarganya untuk mendalami Kristian di sebuah Universiti di Sepanyol. Kesemuanye ada 25 students yang menuntut ilmu tersebut bersamanya . Ini bukan calang-calang punya belajar… sebab mereka ni pergi belajar di Gereja Besar (somewhere in Spanyol dan gurunya ialah POPE). So..setelah lebih kurang 2 tahun pengajian, mereka akan tamat
pengajian dan jadi educated paderi. Kesemua 25 students ni datang dari different country all over the world! So… bila dah dekat nak graduate, mereka diberi pilihan untuk wish…dan satu permintaan akan
dimakbulkan. So… semua ni minta hendak masuk sebuah Library besar dalam gereja tu jugak. Dalam library itu ada pelbagai jenis buku. So..dalam masa 2 minggu terakhir ni mereka akan menghabiskan masa mereka membaca buku di Library. Tapi, POPE cakap dengan satu syarat… dalam banyak-banyak buku di dalam tu, ada satu buku yang khas diletak di tengah tasik/kolam dalam library tu. Bayangkanlah betapa besarnya library tu!! Buku itu lah yang dilarang oleh POPE daripada dibaca. So, salah seorang daripada 25 pelajar telah melanggar syarat. Dia ambil buku tersebut tapi tidak faham kandungan bahasa dalam buku tersebut. Ia adalah Bahasa Tabrani..seakan bahasa Sepanyol (lama). Dia pun berkongsi dengan yang lain dan hendak dijadikan cerita. Ada seorang yang faham tentang beberapa bahasa tersebut. Dia pun baca dan menerangkan kepada ke semua 24 yang lain. Nak tahu apa dia??

Itu sebenarnya adalah kitab Injil yang asal! Apabila kesemua 25 pelajar itu membaca, mereka mula sedar yang Kristian yang mereka belajar selama ini, adalah salah satu sebab semua yang terkandung di dalam buku itu adalah benar seperti yang terdapat dalam ajaran Islam hari ini. Hari terakhir mereka keluar dari situ, POPE datang jumpa mereka dan dia sudah syak mesti ada sesuatu yang berlaku. Setelah semuanya di PROVOKE oleh POPE, mereka akhirnya tewas dan mengaku mereka telah membaca kitab itu. POPE pun berkata, “Sebenarnya kita Kristian ni memang dicipta sebagai agama duniawi sahaja. Yang betul adalah Islam. Kalau hendak tahu, setiap paderi yang tertinggi itu,
bila ada orang Kristian yang sedang nazak, tugasnya ialah pergi ke telinga orang itu dan berkata Islam adalah sebenarnya.

Selepas itu, POPE berkata lagi kepada pelajar tersebut, yang mereka semua tidak akan lepas dari tempat itu memandangkan mereka sudah tahu yang sebenarnya. Maka semuanya akan dibunuh. Pelajar-pelajar tersebut cuba cari jalan untuk lari. Setelah sekian lama mereka merancang, mereka berjaya merasuah seorang JAGA dalam gereja besar itu. Tetapi JAGA itu meminta US$4 juta. Kesemua pelajar-pelajar tersebut mempunyai sponsor dari Govt! Mereka mengumpul wang scholarship mereka
sebanyak US$4 juta itu. JAGA itu berkata dia akan menyembunyikan rahasia pelajar-pelajar tersebut dengan membunuh seorang lagi JAGA lain sebagai alasan kepada POPE yang JAGA itu pembelot. Pelajar-pelajar tersebut hanya ada satu jalan keluar. Iaitu mereka akan melalui satu terowong bawah tanah beberapa meter untuk sampai ke laut. Mereka terpaksa berenang melalui salur najis(it’s the only way that they have to went through that thing!). Bila dah keluar, ada sebuah bot yang akan menunggu mereka. It’s all up to them untuk melepaskan diri lepas tu. Bot itu juga yang sediakan oleh JAGA itu.
Then, si budak Sarawak ni pun call uncle yang send dia ke Sepanyol. Uncle dia cakap jangan balik lagi ke M’sia sebab seluruh negara dah dapat arahan untuk membunuh dia. Maknanya dia telah disenaraikan dalam ‘blacklisted’. Jadi dia pun lari ke Mesir dan menganut agama Islam menjadi Al-tahfiz. Sampai sekarang dia tak balik. Jadi cerita ni kiranya sudah orang kedua yang tahu. Hmm… dekat dengan sumber ni kan? Katanya lagi, dah banyak pelajar-pelajar yang 25 tu yang mati dibunuh. Mereka pakai spy untuk track gerak geri pelajar-pelajar tersebut!

Allahualam.

Your choice. Believe or not to believe. :)

Got the source from hiya.

12 AM

2009-01-01T10:49:00.005+08:00

Last night fireworks. Using 'Fireworks Scene' and some zooming, thank God the pictures turn out to be so yummy (as said by Rai, Haha) My first time using it tho.

The fireworks were amazingly and beautifully visible from Q's pondok. Seriously. It was a war of fireworks stretching from Lumut 2 to Sg Liang. One word 'SIOK' or 'MERIAH'.

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QAWI! Errrgh, you look... Haha. Booooh, tahun dapan sunat. :P

/added

I was mistaken. Qawi's birthday is actually TOMORROW. Erk. Who cares. :D

Hello 2009, Goodbye 2008

2008-12-31T19:23:00.003+08:00

2009 is just hours away. I'm not gonna wish you guys 'Happy New Year!' because It's just simply wrong. This article said so. Dont blame me.

Well, 2008 has been great for me. Assuming that I did well during my examinations yeah 2008 has been great. Met some new friends and yes they have been great too. :D There were ups and downs and moving on with life was my only solution.

What 2009 means to me:

- a new year, of course
- a new class
- new friends
- new environment. heh?
- everything is new

Have a great 2009 ahead of you! And for those who are going to sit for their PMB exam next year, the very best of luck to you!

I guess I'll just have to keep my new year resolution for myself. :)

2008-12-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

A fresh new look for a fresh new start.

Tagged by Rai

2008-12-31T15:58:00.004+08:00

Facts about myself:

#1 I can listen to any song repeatedly without getting bored.
#2 I cant sleep without turning on orang mengaji. :S
#3 I think Im quite a weirdo, in one way or another.
#4 I think education is sexy. Haha.
#5 I dont like sharing my perfumes with anyone. But I do like people sharing their perfumes with me.
#6 I never dreamt to be a ustaz. But people kept calling me one.
#7 I buy things inconsiderably.
#8 I can save my money for a very long time and spend it in just a matter of seconds.
#9 I love my hair every now and then.
#10 I used to hear metal songs. \m/
#11 I dream too much.
#12 I have so many ambitions. At least I have options. :D
#13 I never finished 'The Special Providence' that I bought.
#14 I never ate sushi and never wanted to eat one.
#15 Im such a clumsy person.

Tagging:

Nobody! :D

2008-12-31T15:45:00.001+08:00

Yeah. The haircut was nothing extraordinaire. :)

Tell me you got it all

2008-12-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thanks Ka! Now that nerdy spec is out of my craving list! And 1234567890 things to go. Haha.

I love my own world

2008-12-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

Dont you just love the world? :D

supermassive

2008-12-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

Sorry, didnt took many shots yesterday and during our picnic or should I say leisure time. I just dont have the mood.

Yesterday, I slept over at Holiday Lodge (yeap, again). Q family's treat. Actually the exact term to use is menyalat. Haha yeeeah! Since I dont go out that much, baik tah ku ikut. Moreover sleeping on a hard surface is not such a big deal for me. Haha.

And it was time for the four of us namely Anwar a.k.a myself, Athif, Qieya and Rai. Banyak-banyak movie, Twilight is the last option. 5 20 PM. The only time Si Rai can make it. Because she has this party apakah apakah aku pun inda tau at 7. Athif and I promised to sleep after the scene where Bella first saw Edward because its the only part we havent watch errr I think 3 weeks ago.

And you got it wrong, we did watch till the end. Hoho. The coolest scene I perhaps is the baseball scene. \m/

Then, we went to Cheezbox, my treat. The funny part is where I ordered a Volcano Fried Ice Cream and the waiter told us to wait 10 minutes and we were so sakai, we pushed the service button so many times and still the waiter didnt come. We waited restlessly for 45 minutes, and we were like biar tia eh bayar saja tia. And guess what, they didnt make the effing ice cream begoreng that I craved for. Nada dalam receipt ani wah. 45 minutes of waiting just for what? Nothing.

Then fetch nini and the little ones at Rai's place. We played GHWT for a while. Its a cool game. As cool as Rockband. Yeap.

The next day we swam, or bathed to be exact. We just dont swim okay. Haha. Checked out and it was time for our little lunch at Shahbandar. My first time going there. A cool place I should say. :)

Yadayadayada, the story stops hiya.

Before you're too far gone

2008-12-28T21:46:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I should stop eating now.

My school's uniform (trousers) turns out to be a little tight. Supposedly size __ should amazingly fit me well. But... Ergh.

Well, you cant blame me for that. Its the holiday season fgs. The only season/month we're ignoring our doctors or medicines or special diet besides Hari Raya season, and and sungkai time. December in some fake Latin means Eat till thy drop. Haha.

EAT WHILE WE CAN PEOPLE! :D

& wanna wish my Muslims readers Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah 1430! Whats your resolution people for this new year? Being a better Muslim is what we aim for, right? Whos with me? :)

My potential break-up letter

2008-12-28T15:40:00.001+08:00

RULES
#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry. How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realized it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you__4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__. Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you)

Dear Myself (Haha its Ashi actually),

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head with Paris Hilton and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're emotional enough to understand that extreme home makeover sucks .. I'm returning the pictures from LA, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail!. Love, Anwar :)

P/S: Nose picker, Ashi (:DDD).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal
W/X - David’s tricot
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – french kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny Wolf
Snooker – Tiny nipples
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb bitch
Other – Burn yourself

Gonna tag: Iman O, Rai, Qieya & you!

Tagged by Ashikin

2008-12-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

1. Do you think you're hot?
nope i dont.

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture?
because its the best random picture ive ever picked! and i miss my black wayfarer. :(

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
ooooooooooooooooo interesting question. if im not mistaken, months ago.

5. The last song you listened to?
Paramore - That's What You Get \m/

6. What are you doing now besides this?
argh, lemme see. nothing.

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
errr rayyan, daniel, ______ *insert cool names here* (this doesnt mean i hate my name 'Arsyad' or 'Anwar', i just realised that arsyad is the coolest name for me and im starting to like people calling me arsyad. haha)

8. Tag 5 people.
- syafiq
- hilmi
- adika
- amirul
- qawi

(these people are not bloggers. theyre my closest friends whom i wanna describe)

9. Who is number 1?
some friend that ive been stucked with for what? 4 years? haha.

10. Number 2 is having a relationship with who?
hem. lemme see. jamilah, jamidong, jablai and abang toyib. :S

11. Say something about number 5.
sing tausyeh for me please? or or recite some verses with your awesome tarannum. rock on dude!

12. How about number 4?
hes gay. hahahahaha.

13. Who is number 3?
ooooo, a partner-to-laugh-with friend / a bestfriend of mine.

frankly-n

2008-12-25T21:33:00.004+08:00

Have fun Kaka on your trip to KK with your friends! And Im craving for that nerd-kinda-like spectacles. Go home early! Haha.

Even it leads nowhere, nowhere near

2008-12-22T23:35:00.006+08:00

Im into jazz and soul now. Perhaps death metal tomorrow? Haha.

A girl with Duffy's or Adele's or or Hayley Williams (:D) voice is sexy. Yeeeah!

Well, what happens to be a thought remains a thought. But... If this girl do really exist, Oooooh La Laaa! Hahahaha :P

no man! no man! no man!

2008-12-22T10:11:00.004+08:00

I've been saving Paramore pictures so much from Deviantart. Pretty ones. Well, this makes perfect sense. Now Im Paramore's #1 fan! Haha sekadar.

We watched Yes Man! yesterday night with Abang, Jini (the cousin) and myself. Abang's treat.

YES!

And my rating 4.5/5 and two thumbs-up (Y)(Y)

2008-12-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

ZOMG! What Dj Izan from Pilihan FM said months ago was surprisingly right. Monopoly does emit my most inner behaviours. Yes, with a S!

And there are:

Greediness. Go Green!
Anger.

Seriously, if you guys download Monopoly on your pc. Take note of this. DO NOT PLAY WITH COMPUTER PLAYER! Yes. Even if you guys set the computer player to beginner mode, IT JUST DOESNT FRIGGIN WORKS! Theyre just tricking you. Ergh.

This was the result after 31 minutes playing:

I declared bankcruprcy because my money was -$500000 kali. Kalau kan mortgage and trade pun alum cover. Then after the declaration, all my money and properties were gave to the computer player. It got $1000000 and $30 000 000+ worth of properties.

Sigh.

But still, I love playing Monopoly. With real player and real board.

Til' here.

School? Erk.

2008-12-20T18:20:00.004+08:00

Ergh. I want to cut my hair so bad! So bad I just want to shave it already (OK, that is so not gonna happen). It has been 4 months! Yet, Ustaz Hj Munir (aka our yeah yeah yeahs head of discipline) and his gang didnt realise. Haha. Yes because I have this wavy hair or shoud I say curly (?) sampai fringe ku inda kana eyebrow but yang banarnya sampai, moreover LABIH. But I just like the back of my hair melantik. My sister tagur tadi. Haha yeah seriously. And and I have to admit, at one point, I want my hair grows beautifully (Hahaha) long. But not that long. Just like this man:

Yeah. Something like that. And about the melantik thing, somewhat cematu jua lah. Hehe.

Btw, I dont know so much places di KB. Even, get this. Ive never, ever went to Nanyang before. Hahaha. But it is one cool store for what? Kids? Haha. YEAH YEAH YEAH! CALL ME KUNO ALREADY! Hahahahaha :P

happy 30th post! no its actually 31st

2008-12-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

Juno was great! I love it. I know I know, lag. Haha.

&

Dont you think this song is just simply... soothing? Taken from Juno.

:D

fix this!

2008-12-18T13:52:00.002+08:00

tagged by Seebs! thanks for tagging seebs! :D

Rules: 1) put your iTunes, windows media player, etc on Shuffle.

2) for each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3) YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4) put any comments in brackets after the song name

5) Tag 6 people.

[ ] - comments

are you male or female? - Lips of An Angel - Hinder

describe yourself! - How To Save A Life - The Fray

what do people feel when their around you? - Maneater - Nelly Furtado [Ignore this! Haha]

describe your current relationship. - She Wants It - 50 Cent Feat. Justin T

where would you like to be now? - Move Along - The All-American Rejects

how do you feel about love? - Touch My Body - Mariah Carey [HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!]

what's your life like? - Take A Bow - Leona Lewis

what would you ask if you only had one wish? - Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Blue & Elton John [Haha I know, gay :P]

if someone says, "is this okay?"what you would say? - Falling Down - Scarlett Johnson

how would you describe yourself? - Green Light - John Legend Feat. Andre 3000

what do you like in a guy/girl? - Tercipta Untukku - Ungu [eyoooh]

how do you feel today? - One Thing - Amerie

what's your motto? - I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield

what do your friends think of you? - Rimas - The Fabulous Cats [OMG! haha]

what do you think of your parents? - Warwick Avennue - Duffy [:S]

what do you think about very often? - Listen - Beyonce Knowles

what is 2 + 2? - Say It Right - Nelly Furtado [and the right answer is 4. haha]

what do you think of your bestfriend? - Love Lockdown - Kanye West [hell yeah]

what do you think of the person you like? - Lollipop - Mika [gay, hahahah]

what is your life story? - Alfie - Lily Allen [erk?]

what do you want to be when you grow up? - Shiver - Coldplay

what do you think of when you see the person you like? - How Deep Is Your Love - Bee Gees [HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!]

what will you dance in your wedding? - Stepping Stone - Duffy [inda ku mau! haha]

what will they play at your funeral? - I Am An Astronaut - Snow Patrol [hahahahaa no way!]

what is your biggest fear? - It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects [:O]

what is your hobby/interest? - Teenage Love Affair - Alicia Keys [hahahahaha gay jua banar eh]

what is your biggest fear? - Smile In Your Sleep - Silverstein

what do you think of your friends? - Mercy - Duffy [hahahaha have mercy baby!]

what will you post this as? - Fix You - Coldplay [awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww]

Imma tag nobody. :D

OH HOT DAYM! THIS IS MY JAYM! part 2

2008-12-16T12:36:00.002+08:00

What we (me, Qieya & Afiq) did yesterday night. Say hello to....... YAYAI!

because you're my own version of Mary

2008-12-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

If I could give you diamonds
for each tear you cried for me.
If I could give you sapphires
for each truth you’ve helped me see.
If I could give you rubies
for the heartache that you’ve known
If I could give you pearls
for the wisdom that you’ve shown.
Then you’ll have a treasure, mother,
that would mount up to the skies
That would almost match
the sparkle in your kind and loving eyes.
But I have no pearls, no diamonds,
As I’m sure you’re well aware
So I’ll give you gifts more precious
My devotion, love and care.

HAPPY 48TH BIRTHDAY MOTHER!

You're an eternal beauty.

2008-12-15T11:38:00.002+08:00

MY LATEST CRAVING!

Introducing, Apple Macbook 13 inch 2.4GHz
Cant you see? The beauty?

Adoration

2008-12-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! I've just done reading Angels & Demons. Well, Timmy's guess is correct. Typical ending anyway. But Dan Brown made it interesting. The ending doesnt bore me.

6 posts. One night. N

Night!

2008-12-14T23:17:00.004+08:00

This kid is a ____ Nurul Syafiq btw. ANAK KETUA KAMPONG JUA BANAR EH! Taulah Labi sudah jadi Labi Air. Haha.

Wth. Aryad lagi tu eh. And apa t.r.m? Erk.

Memang ada masalah. Masalah panat. Hahahaha.

Eh fiq, lain kali usaha masukkan gambar basar ah? :D

2008-12-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

Tagged by:

Qieya
RULES:

1. POST A BABY PHOTO RULE

2.MUST BE 5 YEARS OLD AND BELOW RULE

3.TAG 6 PEOPLE TO DO THIS RULE

4.NO TURNING BACK.

Kriting! Told ya I was white. Hahahaha. And indakan aku kan post gambar ani kali:

FYI, this picture right here was edited by the MEAN and only, Yayai. Haha.

2008-12-14T21:02:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Yayai. (lagging aku ahh)

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
' we are related by blood.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
`err. funny, thats one. cool (not), pretteh, she watches cartoon (hahaha) and clever.

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
` YOURE MEEEAN! haha.

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
` errrrr. idk.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
` slap her! mwahahaha. and steal her green shades. :D

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
` slap her! again.

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
` on slapping. hahahaha apakan.

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is:
` because... nah. never gonna happen.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is:
` steal her green shades wah majal! hahaha. and her money too. haha.

10. The overall impression of him/her is:
` very very... OH HOT DAYM THIS IS MY JAYM! hahah apakan.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
` Idk. What do you think? leave em arah my cbox.

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
` shy. haha.

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
` i have dollar signs lighting up my eyes. is that bad?

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
` the one with everything! happiness, kaching, you name it! haha.

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them:
` aaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwww, I care for you too. :D

16. 10 people you tag:
1 - Queen Elizabeth
2 - Pope Benedict The Sixteenth
3 - Brad Pitt
4 - Prince Charles
5 - Prince Harry
6 - President-Elect Barack Obama
7 - Mahmud Ahmadinijad (mana kamu tau sapa ia kan? haha)
8 - Oprah
9 - Jimmy Kimmel
10 - Heidi Klum

17.Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
` OMG! the pope has an affair! you go boy! haha.

18. No. 3 a male or female?
` male.

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
` :O siok tu eh. sapa nama islam heidi klum ah? errrr dont have any idea.

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
` HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. how come prince harry has a thing for oprah? :P

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
` errr. history of the great britian i guess. haha.

22. Is No. 4 single?
` nope. duchess camilla. remember?

23.Say something about No. 6?
` YES WE CAN!

I tag nobody.

oh hot damn! this is my jaym!

2008-12-14T20:16:00.004+08:00

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah syurga
Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Rai: "Aren't you gonna miss me, Nwarr?"
Me: "AWWWWWWWWWWWWW"

and congratulation for your excellent PMB result! :D

toodles!

POH PALEH WEH!

2008-12-14T19:42:00.005+08:00

Zi beaches parte II.

new moon? pffft. haha.

This proves global warming, or maybe high tides. Idk. But creepy kan?

Immagini

2008-12-09T19:26:00.011+08:00

Italian language is cool. Angels & Demons (I know A&D lagi. Haha) made me wanna learn more and more about the language. "Mi scusi," Haha cool kan?

Imma leave you immagini. Immagini from 1st December. Piacere!

We had our makan-makan at Q's pondok . Seriously, Q's pondok is cool (cool as in sajuk) :D

The view.

Adih, babu ajah sampat pose.

Was singing my voice out.

The only fun thing to play, every night eventually.

Qawi, youre good at taking candid pictures. Kudos to you! But seriously this pic? Erk. Im not dancing, people! :D

Halo ma'am, we're Filipinos.

Kuzens.

Haha, look at their faces. Thank god I managed to smile.

Sunset at Lumut beach.

Yai! Awu. We're bringing sexyback. Haha.

Mau boceng mas? Boleh? Iya ko malu-malu sih. Haha.

The unsuccessful photoshoot. Erk.

Rock on!

Baby!

The only thing we did on our way to Bandar. CAM WHORING! Haha.

"Bang, tangan siapa basar?" Like daa~ "Tangan abang lah,"

Aaaah, so addictive.

See?

Shes one vain little girl. She took this by herself. Without my knowledge. Errrr.

Weeei! Thats my favourite file! Rolling Stones kali ah. :D

Presenting Q and Rai, the cousins.

Naafi is one cool store. I want to buy perfumes already!

let there be light

2008-12-07T13:46:00.002+08:00

What kept me encyclopedia-ing yesterday:

Illuminati? Mason? Freemasonry? Against The Catholic Church? The Beast? Isnt the Illuminati a group of scientists, whose ideas or researches were being opposed and contradicted by The Vaticans? Isnt the Illuminati the numero uno enemy of the Vatican?

And these what made me... bewildered, perplexed, puzzled.

Im sorry to fellow readers for my batah-sudah-inda-beupdate post. Maybe later I perhaps? :)

we dont care about the young folks!

2008-12-04T23:07:00.004+08:00

So, what I've been doing for the last 3-4 days:

1. Sleep
2. Go online
3. Eat
4. Eat
5. Go online
6. Sing my heart out
7. Sleep
8. Eat
9. Go online
10. Sing my voice out

And the list keeps going on, and on and on. No wonder I'm gaining weight now. :X

I just realise something. Everyone is going to Aussie. I have 1 friend who is going to stay for 3 years I guess and 1 friend who's going for a vacation there. Not forgetting Abang who's going to study there, next year because Mama wants to. Errrr. December without a vacation is just... I dont know. Boring I guess. Oh well, the only and last option is to... dream. Awwwwwwwww.

Cousins from Bandar (they slept over at Athif's house) made the situation more MERIAH. Really. Kalau inda, it would be gloomy as hell! Moreover I didn't go out that much. Well, tomorrow our family tidur di bandar sampai Saturday. Holiday Lodge to be exact (I know). Usu's family are going to join us. Mama's treat actually because Baby (Usu's oldest daughter) is eager to swim. Dari masa ari atu sudah. She likes Empire swimming pool tho. Haha. But who cares, janji she swims.

Good God eh, dari masa ari atu sudah I wanted to spend all my last dime wah. Tomorrow's the day! Kusung ni wallet ku. Haha.

Until then.

Good night readers!

2008-12-03T13:15:00.003+08:00

Yappy 14th birthday to my best friend Nurul Syafiq!

The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. - Lucille ball

Stay funny Japrun! :D And seriously, you must cut the serious look, or tercramp karang muha atu, bepilat macam Abg Aji. :D

2008-12-03T10:59:00.001+08:00

FAIR AND SQUARE! My beloved cousins, we're even now! Mwahahahahaha. :D

Jgn marah ah

2008-12-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give, and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

Yeah, YOU SKUNK!

2008-12-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

"Buah nangka kulitnya berduri..."

I mean, seriously, what the heck?

hell, from hell

2008-11-30T23:06:00.005+08:00

Ya know Im kinda broke right. (Lying) So the fastest way to get Dan Brown's Angels & Demons is to ask for a whatever-you-call-ghost to steal it from your nearest library. I chose KB library.

My ghost. Guess she doesnt know my friggin house. Bila tah kan ku baca ni buku ah? Haha. Many thanks to technology, now I can communicate with my ghost. Yeay!

2008-11-30T21:08:00.003+08:00

Do you have any vintage songs that you can dance to? I have one!

Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight. A total vintage kali ah. :D

Bah, go ahead and dance!

OH MY G-O-D! Why the heck Im being so random tonight? Because I bought a pair of Giardiano' jeans? I dont think so.

as time goes by

2008-11-29T11:49:00.007+08:00

THANAWI 2 AMIN

Well, I'm gonna miss this class badly! Not that bad actually. I hate it when I have to sweep the class even there are duty roosters. Guys, lazy bums and messy! Haha. It has been two years guys. 2 years! I'm going to move upstairs! :D

And these guys over here, excluding Azmir the form 4 student (the one with grey shirt). Next year, besplit tah tani ah. Masing-masing dengan klas masing-masing. And Faizes jangan tah kau pindah wah. D:

Cut the emo post and let's jump to a more lighter note.

I just had my Majlis Sain Rekod. And here is my result:

Not that bad actually. Hehe.

Got to go now because Ustaz Heyrol is going to treat us a... lunch. Wipeeeee! And lastly, I would like to congratulate Hilmi Yakop on your prize receiving. $50 pun jaditah. This year is mine! :P I hope so.

Good day mate!

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So, Ustaz Heyrol treated us lunch at Ayamku. Biar tia Ayamku wah, bukannya Ayammu kan. :P It was worth it. Finger Lickin' Goood. Afiqah joined us. Then, we went to KB library near The Lagoon-a (beach). Get this. Dan Brown's Angels & Demons was superb. I read the first 10 page. Ohmaigoodness, siok ani wah. I didn't read The Da Vinci Code because I already watched the movie. The movie was superb also. Can anybody just buy me Angels & Demons? I know movienya out sudah, but I dont effing care. I WANT THE BOOK JUA! Heeeee. Then, went back home, homeh.

Wooohooooooo, gonna spend all my last dime tomorrow. Hope inda kana cancel.

Nighty night!

speed of sound

2008-11-28T18:40:00.003+08:00

1. Post Your Current Desktop Screenshot. (Press the "Prt Sc - SysRq" button - the one beside the "F12" button)
2. Tag Three People (NO TAG PEOPLE WHO ALREADY DID THIS TAG)

Im tagging: Amal Electro,
Iman Sofiena,
Qieya,
Ashi
Saaaaanyum
you, you and you!

Awu labih tau ku. So what. Diam-diam saja. :P

Awu, I'M OBSESSED WITH COLDPLAY! :D GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

tagged by the one and only twin!

2008-11-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

Do you want to cut your hair?
*Not this time! But please, can you make it straight?

. Do you wear makeup every day?
* -

. Who has the same birthday like you do?
* ashi the twin, amal nabilah and sorang lg lupa ku namanya.

. Why does it get dark at night?
* pasal ani kehendak & ketentuan Allah like firman-Nya di Alquran and scientifically aku malas kan becerita.

. What color is most of your bra?
* -

. Have you ever stuffed your bra?
* -

. These days, what is the best time you've had?
* reunited with long lost friend and asatizah.

. These days, who do you miss the most?
* I miss nobody.

. These days, who do you wish you could spend the most time with?
* Everyone? No? Nobody tah. :P

. These days, is there a dream you see as impossible?
* Its impossible to marry an Arabian beauty. And to have six pack. Hahahahaha.

. These days, are you in denial about something?
* Dont know, dont care.

. Why do people call you the nickname they call you?
* because atu nama ku. (?) :D

. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
* Naaaaaaaaaah.

. Are you typically a jealous person?
* Sorta.

. Have you slapped a girl in the face?
* Can I? Haha.

. Do you giggle a lot?
* yeapp.

. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
* yeah. :(

. Name a friend whose name starts with "J":
* Jailani.

. What is something you say a lot?
* CALI KITA HEH! :D

. What were you doing before you went to bed last night?
* Chat, and checking friendster.

. What is in your head right now?
* go or not to go?

Last place you hugged someone?
* Dewan Sekolah Ugama Sg Taring. :$

.Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
* Last? Cant recall. I seldom call people.

. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
* Mcm apanah.

. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
* WTH? IDK.

. Do you use smiley faces on the computer too much?
* At times, yeap.

. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
* The last was years ago I think.

. Is the sun shining?
* London, yes. Hello Amal! :P

. Are you happy with life right now?
* Pretty happy.

. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
* Dont have and dont wear.

. Do you wish someone would call you right now?
* yeah?

. Who will you see the most this weekend besides family?
* just family. period. friends could do. :D

. Do you have strange dreams?
* nah, not allowed to tell.

. Do you trust all of your friends?
* yeah. because theyre the best!

. What were you doing at midnight last night?
* still chat.

. Are you taller than your mom?
* IDK. Maybe kan dakat.

. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
* I guess so.

. Last person you told a secret to?
* Timmy kali. Inda ku tahu. :$

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1. What do you do most for the time being?
==> Sleep and blogging.

2. What is your favourite animal(s)?
==> Persian cat!

3. What is your one regret in life?
==> Ehm. Jadi kurus supaya IC picture ku (Y)

4. Who inspires you?
==> The 5As 2007. And rich people. :D

5. Tell me something I don't know about your family background.
==> We are mixed, I guess.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
==> Actually I can, but only for a short time.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
==> The ones I love and... Internet!

8. What can cheer you up from sadness?
==> Coldplay saja boleh. Haha. Everyone cheers me up!

9. Have you ever fall madly in love?
==> naaaah.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
==> 1. Shes clever 2. Shes lawa 3. Shes going to be a form 4 student next year. ADVANCE!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
==> cool, pretty and smart! and pios and. Haha labih.

12. What's the best thing that happened to you?
==> Too many.

13. What is your ambition?
==> IDK. Any jobs that suit my qualifications.

14. Describe your life in one word.
==> Alhamdulillah. :)

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
==> Happy comes first! If youre happy then you can make money! Then youll be rich.

16. If you are told you can enter any university in this world, Oxbridge excluded, what university will you enter?
==> Any top unis will be great for me.

17. Who is the persons (peoples) that you can share all your problems with?
==> Bestfriends. But usually I kept it for myself. Only God knows.

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
==> Im white at that time! Haha.

19. You accidentally deleted this question.
==> Who cares about question no 19.

20. What is your dream job?
==> To be an ambassador. Weird. Haha.

Thanks daun keladi! Do it if you guys feel like it. As usual, bg tau saja Anwar suruh. :P

tagged by amal the electro magnet!

2008-11-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. Laziness runs in my blood, for quite sometimes.
2. I dislike losing.
3. I have a thing for news. Malaysian Parliament is funny.
4. I stick to the very same friends for almost, 4 years.
5. My friends' same old jokes still make me burst into laughter.
6. I like my ducks in order.
7. I'm shy. Yes! That's what Kaka told me.
9. I have the lamest, ugliest, dorkiest and whateveryoucallit IC picture.
10. I can hear to Coldplay's songs all night long.

Gonna tag anyone that wanna do this, bg tau saja Anwar suruh. :D Thanks Amal!

too much of... nothing?

2008-11-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

1. Write (type) your full name with your elbow.

2. No backspacing.

anwar arsyad bin haji abdullah

Yeay! No mistakes. The trick: Cut down your elbow to a smaller size. Haha. That should work. Thanks for tagging btw, Ashi.

So, talking about the last two days. Good god, I had a blast! Both at school and Belait Arabic School. No, Im not gonna typed in a long post that will end you up, yawning and bam! click that X button on the top. Im just gonna leave you pictures. A few actually. :D

Yesterday, BAC so called funday:

I met Afiqah, the one with black & white tudong. Hello long lost friend! Well, I have an interesting story to share with you guys. But Imma tell ya err... next year! It has something to do with the picture below. Hazwan Maidin know this. Because he's one before. Heyya Hazwan!

Til here Dick, Harry, Tom and Jerry!

curiousity, so not cool

2008-11-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

Here ya go, my first post.

These two videos are insanely funny. We (me, brother and the other cousins) watched it last night. Man! We laughed our ass off. Do enjoy people!

2008-11-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

This is my 1234567890th blog. So, if I feel like deleting it or hating it, OR if I categorized it as 'lame'; I'll delete fo'sho. Haha.

Hello you you and you!